Fairyland??? lost!

Human fantasies dreams and desires are limitless, never ending! We achieve one thing and the next minute find ourselves aspiring for the next. We get a good score, we want better; we win a match, we wanna beat the best and be the best! We get a job we start aspiring for a promotion. You get married; you want a family and a kid. You get a kid you want her to be the best and before you know it the kid starts aspiring for the same things. It’s like a vicious cycle that keeps going around feeding on itself… the bottom line being we all want a fairytale life with a happy ending but with an ever changing fairyland and an end!

The point that am trying to bring home is that as we grow our needs, our dreams, our perception to life changes. I still remember when I was in maybe 1^st or 2^nd standard I was asked to write an essay on “my dream home” at that point of time a house made of chocolates and candies  with a river of chocolates sauce and all that seemed the best place ever. Then I outgrew it. And today (this part was hard to accept but I had to) I don’t even know what my dream house would be of...friends, happy family, prosperity, success or maybe just all of it!

Those days were easier when I knew what I wanted. I had limited choices limited needs and a clear view too! But now the road am on is hard, is hazy. Don’t know what my dream house or my fairyland would be made of. As we grow old we start hiding, things, hiding feelings until a point we ourselves don’t realize the truth and we become masters of disguise!!